If someone asked me what pain tore my heart to pieces, I wouldn’t hesitate to recall that fateful day—the day my marriage was called off just three days before.

He disappeared without explanation, without a last embrace, without a tender farewell. He left behind only a piece of paper with a few lines written on it:

“I’m sorry, but I can’t marry you.”

I still remember that night vividly. I sat on the floor, biting my nails until they bled, crying, unable to believe the truth. My mother, Shanta Devi, was so ashamed that she didn’t dare leave that street in Jaipur. My father, Raghunath, was so furious that he vowed: “If I ever see him again, I will beat him until he gives up his hatred for others.” I hated him too. I hated him for betraying me, for taking away four years of my youth and my trust.

After this incident, I left home, transferred my job to Delhi, and changed my phone number. I vowed to erase him from my life.

Three years later.
On a cold October afternoon, the doorbell rang. I opened the door, and my heart skipped a beat. There he stood—thin, old, but still the familiar face I had fallen in love with.

“I just asked for food, then left,” he said, his voice hoarse, like a stranger.

I didn’t cry or scream. I quietly stepped aside and let him in. Three years had been enough to make me a calm woman; I was no longer a child who needed to fight or blame.

I made rice. A simple meal of lentils, rotis, and a little vegetable. We sat across from each other like old friends. He ate very little, and I quietly took the food, playing host.

My mother came in, stunned for a moment, but seeing me silent, she said nothing. Throughout the meal, no one mentioned the past.

When the meal was over, he suddenly pulled a bundle of papers from his pocket and placed it on the table:

“This apartment is in your name from now on. This is the transfer document. I won’t take anything back.”

I was stunned. Before my mother could say anything, he continued:

“After the wedding was cancelled, I didn’t disappear. I backed out. The apartment you rented in South Delhi—I bought it myself and transferred it to someone else’s name. I kept the monthly rent you sent me and haven’t touched it. Now I’m returning both the apartment and the savings account to you.”

I was stunned. My parents were also silent.

He bowed his head, his voice choked:

“I’m sorry, Uncle. That year, I discovered I had a genetic disease… a disease that could be passed on to my children. I was terrified, unsure of how to cope, so I called off the wedding. I’m sorry for hurting Ananya.”

My heart ached. It turned out that for the past three years, I had hated someone who had secretly loved me in ways I never expected. He decided to disappear so I wouldn’t have to endure that fear and illness.

He left soon after.

My mother sat there stunned for a long moment, then sighed:
“Maybe I was wrong just by looking at the surface. Some people judge love in ways others never understand.

I still live in the same apartment. Every morning, I clean the yard, water the plants, and thank him in my heart. I realized: there are some loves that don’t make noise, don’t hold hands, don’t walk together… but still exist, quietly like an oil lamp outside the street—not bright, but always bright, so we don’t get lost.

Many times, I texted him. After three calls went unanswered, I just stared at the screen, wondering:

If he had said it clearly that day, would our lives be different?